Pray Without Ceasing . . . for the 220th General Assembly of the Presbyterian Church (USA)
•May 16, 2012 • Leave a CommentShowers, Flowers, and The Hours
•April 19, 2012 • Leave a CommentThis is now my upcoming third round in experiencing a remarkable celebration for a blessed child’s passage of matriculation from secondary school into further undergraduate studies through higher education. There seems to be so much wrapped up in the process of helping usher a no-longer-so-little one in their progress through living life to the fullest in the Lord our God Who is the resurrection and the life, the One Who came that we might have life and have it to the full—and abundantly so.
The saying, “April showers bring May flowers,” comes to mind once again as I write on this spring day in the early days of the season of Easter as we traverse through the church’s liturgical calendar. The poet’s and prophet’s words reign down upon us in seasons such as these, showering blessings unto us from above.
As the rain and the snow
come down from heaven,
and do not return to it
without watering the earth
and making it bud and flourish,
so that it yields seed for the sower and bread for the eater,
so is my word that goes out from my mouth:
It will not return to me empty,
but will accomplish what I desire
and achieve the purpose for which I sent it.
Isaiah 55:10-11 (NIV)
Isn’t that what these passing years, these days, these hours are about? Seeing that which comes to fruition by the very hand of the Lord Almighty, Maker of heaven and earth to the glory of God our Father, manifest in the lives of dearly loved ones, blessed to be a blessing upon the world that God so loves—that God gave God’s only Son that whosoever believes in should not perish but have eternal life.
In the Pullitzer Prize (1999) winning novel of fiction, The Hours, by Michael Cunningham, the author writes beautifully, venturing into a poignant exploration of the depths of relationships, living and dying, and love. In the book and also in the film, the reader/viewer finds a leading character reflecting at the end of the day:
…this for consolation: an hour here or there when our lives seem, against all odds and expectations, to burst open and give us everything we’ve ever imagined, though everyone but children (and perhaps even they) know these hours will inevitably be followed by others, far darker and more difficult. Still, we cherish the city, the morning, we hope, more than anything for more. Heaven only knows why we love it so.
To look life in the face. Always to look life in the face and to know it for what it is. At last to know it. To love it for what it is, and then, to put it away… Always the years. Always the love. Always the hours.
To this the apostle Paul in Acts 17:24-28 (NIV) reminds me:
“The God who made the world and everything in it is the Lord of heaven and earth… [God] gives all men life and breath and everything else. From one man he made every nation of men, that they should inhabit the whole earth; and [God] determined the times set for them and the exact places where they should live. God did this so that men would seek him and perhaps reach out for him and find him, though he is not far from each one of us. ‘For in him we live and move and have our being.’”
Grace and Peace,
Pastor Rex
P.S. You are invited! For graduating seniors’ open house info, please see the church calendar.
The Wary Ides of March
•March 15, 2012 • Leave a CommentThere’s an often quoted line of Shakespeare from Julius Caesar in which Rome’s emperor is given a message by a soothsayer warning of his death on that day. “Beware the ides of March.”
Words that ring true in a number of ways for me these days through the season of Lent. In the wake of two years this week since the death of my beloved wife, Melissa, some such words in seasons of grieving at times triggers an overwhelming feeling of pain and loss amplified in a new way once again. These “grief bursts”, as sometimes referred to, can likely occur at particularly expected and/or unexpected events which may or may not be anticipated among loved ones who have together experienced the common loss of a dearly loved one.
For me personally, it happened a month ago upon hearing of the death of Whitney Houston—a gifted gospel/pop singer Melissa and I enjoyed from our early days of dating back in the 80′s and into the early 90′s when we lived in the New York/New Jersey metro area. I found those nights during the week of Valentine’s Day following Whitney’s death last month particularly challenging and difficult for what seemed at times to my mind no real, good reason.
And yet, the thought occurs to me of how fearfully and wonderfully made we are as human beings created in the image of a holy God Who fashioned and designed us out of dust with profound feeling(s) and awe built-into our very nature. We are after all as one of my mentors once said, “human beings, not human doings.” It is in our nature to be affected with heartfelt emotions because of a God Who greatly loves us with great, lavish affection. Behold what manner of love the Father has given unto us that we should be called children of God! And that is who we are!!!
I realized in hindsight that God’s purpose may have been for me to experience my own grief burst a month earlier so that I might be there for the grief bursts of my children which did come this past week when I was then more able to be present with and for them in their time of need. That is how much our God loves us, dearly beloved ones!
Reverberating as it were throughout the ages, a wariness around this time of liturgical reflection upon the passion of the Christ similarly ensues over those of us given to delve more deeply in devotion and become embraced by that foreboding sense of betrayal anticipated, expected and experienced by Jesus himself at the hands of a trusted friend and follower. As Luke (22:47-48) recounts for us, upon his approach, Jesus asked, “Judas, are you betraying the Son of Man with a kiss?”
I imagine Jesus, exuding such great love at the time of his betrayal and arrest, experiencing the bittersweet prospects of love, life and death itself all at the same time. He knew what he was about to and already going through for the sake of us whom He loved so dearly, even the one who was at that moment the betraying instrument of his impending suffering and sacrifice.
Is this the time now again in which we are to witness and experience the profound act of submission and surrender our Savior willingly gave Himself over to?
This spring break of Holy Week from Palm/Passion Sunday through Maundy Thursday, Good Friday and the in-between void of Holy Saturday, we are gifted, privileged and blessed to consider anew as Paul’s prayer for the Ephesians (3:18) tells us how wide and long and high and deep is the love of God in Christ Jesus our Lord. To know this love that surpasses knowledge that we may be filled to the measure of all the fullness of God!
This is my prayer for us in this fellowship. May we be brought unto the celebration of the resurrection and the life at Easter with joy and thanksgiving in the knowledge of Him who saved us! Glory to God,
In the Spirit of Christ the King,
Pastor Rex Espiritu
Back to Our First Love
•January 19, 2012 • Leave a CommentIn the second and subsequent chapters of the last book in the Bible, the apostle John writes of the revelation of Jesus Christ (the word of God and the testimony of Jesus Christ) by way of a letter to each one of seven churches.
To the church in Ephesus (Revelation 2:1-7), after greeting them with prophetic unction and conveying the divine affirmation of their deeds, hard work and perseverance, enduring hardships for the name of the Lord, he writes the following:
“Yet I hold this against you: You have forsaken your first love.” (Revelation 2:4)
Could it be, I wonder, that in the midst of the busyness of our work, even when seeking to follow Jesus Christ, we at times lose track of the very reason for our being in this place and doing what we are called to do?
In the due course of our lives, we may at times find ourselves yearning to once again for the first time (re)discover the essence of our true identity—even as it may yet be being formed, still in the process of becoming the one we are meant to be, ultimately in the presence of the divine One Who created and continues to nurture our growth.
It may be a helpful exercise for us to attempt to sift through the noise clouding our surroundings. To make our way through the fog and cacophony of the world around us and pray for God to clear the air, part the heavens, and shine the light upon the path before us with renewed vision to take the next step with confidence.
Have we unwittingly or otherwise forsaken our first love? Did we allow the myriad tapestry of thought, the curious cadre of culled concerns, the ambiguities of ambivalence and ambition, and the awaited analyses of all that we are being bombarded with now into the second decade of this new millennium to distract us from the very core of what it means to be who we are in Christ?
The current, confusing state of our ecclesiastical deliberations appear to be causing much consternation for many now grappling with whatever it is that we are supposed to be discerning as the Lord’s leading for our unique, respective journeys. This is not a time to sit back, wait and relax. Like the apostle relaying the revelation, I hear the Lord calling us to hearken back to our very first love in and for Him.
So what is it for you and me that would take us back again to falling in love with the Lord for the very first time? What may God have each of us (re)consider for the sake of the call of the Lord upon our lives to be lived for His glory?
Thomas Merton writes:
“Fidelity to grace in my life is fidelity to simplicity, rejecting ambition and analysis and elaborate thought, or even elaborate concern… It is certainly true that what is needed is to get back to the ‘original face’ and drop all the piled-up garments of thought that do not fit me and are not ‘mine’—but to take only what is nameless.”
He discovered that in his experience, he needed to “get rid” of the “fluff”. To cut out the cobwebs crowding the environment of his life in order to make way and space for the true nature of his calling. He goes on saying:
“I have been absurdly burdened since the beginning of the year with the illusions of ‘great responsibility’ and of a task to be done. Actually, whatever work is to be done is God’s work and not mine, and I will not help matters, only hinder them, by too much care.”
Is it possible to care too much about things which turn out to be not anywhere or anyway near as important as the central, personal relationship of love we have with the Lord our God and Savior?
Don’t let your love for the Lord die “unknowingly”. Seek God first once again, beloved. Let us do whatever it takes to surrender and submit ourselves to the sovereign One Who calls us to himself anew.
In His Name,
Pastor Rex
Back to Our First Love
•January 19, 2012 • Leave a CommentIn the second and subsequent chapters of the last book in the Bible, the apostle John writes of the revelation of Jesus Christ (the word of God and the testimony of Jesus Christ) by way of a letter to each one of seven churches.
To the church in Ephesus (Revelation 2:1-7), after greeting them with prophetic unction and conveying the divine affirmation of their deeds, hard work and perseverance, enduring hardships for the name of the Lord, he writes the following:
“Yet I hold this against you: You have forsaken your first love.” (Revelation 2:4)
Could it be, I wonder, that in the midst of the busyness of our work, even when seeking to follow Jesus Christ, we at times lose track of the very reason for our being in this place and doing what we are called to do?
In the due course of our lives, we may at times find ourselves yearning to once again for the first time (re)discover the essence of our true identity—even as it may yet be being formed, still in the process of becoming the one we are meant to be, ultimately in the presence of the divine One Who created and continues to nurture our growth.
It may be a helpful exercise for us to attempt to sift through the noise clouding our surroundings. To make our way through the fog and cacophony of the world around us and pray for God to clear the air, part the heavens, and shine the light upon the path before us with renewed vision to take the next step with confidence.
Have we unwittingly or otherwise forsaken our first love? Did we allow the myriad tapestry of thought, the curious cadre of culled concerns, the ambiguities of ambivalence and ambition, and the awaited analyses of all that we are being bombarded with now into the second decade of this new millennium to distract us from the very core of what it means to be who we are in Christ?
The current, confusing state of our ecclesiastical deliberations appear to be causing much consternation for many now grappling with whatever it is that we are supposed to be discerning as the Lord’s leading for our unique, respective journeys. This is not a time to sit back, wait and relax. Like the apostle relaying the revelation, I hear the Lord calling us to hearken back to our very first love in and for Him.
So what is it for you and me that would take us back again to falling in love with the Lord for the very first time? What may God have each of us (re)consider for the sake of the call of the Lord upon our lives to be lived for His glory?
Thomas Merton writes:
“Fidelity to grace in my life is fidelity to simplicity, rejecting ambition and analysis and elaborate thought, or even elaborate concern… It is certainly true that what is needed is to get back to the ‘original face’ and drop all the piled-up garments of thought that do not fit me and are not ‘mine’—but to take only what is nameless.”
He discovered that in his experience, he needed to “get rid” of the “fluff”. To cut out the cobwebs crowding the environment of his life in order to make way and space for the true nature of his calling. He goes on saying:
“I have been absurdly burdened since the beginning of the year with the illusions of ‘great responsibility’ and of a task to be done. Actually, whatever work is to be done is God’s work and not mine, and I will not help matters, only hinder them, by too much care.”
Is it possible to care too much about things which turn out to be not anywhere or anyway near as important as the central, personal relationship of love we have with the Lord our God and Savior?
Don’t let your love for the Lord die “unknowingly”. Seek God first once again, beloved. Let us do whatever it takes to surrender and submit ourselves to the sovereign One Who calls us to himself anew.
In His Name,
Pastor Rex
Pastoral Reflection for Annual Report 2011-2012
•January 3, 2012 • Leave a CommentCertain passages from the Scriptures come to mind as we continue to traverse through the year ending and into the coming new year.
In Numbers 13, the Lord tells the prophet Moses to send leaders to explore the land that the Lord is giving to the people of God. Among those sent in leadership are Caleb and Hoshea (or Joshua). Upon together submitting their report to Moses and Aaron, Caleb speaks out and says, “We should go up and take possession of the land, for we can certainly do it.” But others instead express fear and reluctance, saying, “We seemed like grasshoppers in our own eyes, and we looked the same to them.”
In Judges 6, the people of Israel again did evil in the eyes of the Lord. Still, in the midst of their disobedience, a messenger of God was sent. The angel of the Lord appeared to Gideon and said, “The LORD is with you, mighty warrior.” “But sir,” Gideon replied, “if the LORD is with us, why has all this happened to us?” The LORD turned to him and said, “Go in the strength you have and save Israel out of Midian’s hand. Am I not sending you?” “But Lord,” Gideon asked, “how can I save Israel? My clan is the weakest in Manasseh, and I am the least in my family.” The LORD answered, “I will be with you, and you will strike down all the Midianites together.”
This year has marked a beginning for our exploration in leadership to discern the Lord’s leading, seeking God’s will and favor as a church congregation gathered in the unity and fellowship of the Holy Spirit. In view of the new and changing denominational landscape of the old mainline churches, and particularly in our Presbyterian Church (USA), the leadership of First Presbyterian Church of New Castle, Indiana is embarking on exploratory initiatives to determine our course of action for the near and foreseeable future. Varied trajectories are open before us, available for due consideration. The time is at hand for this process to further unfold over the next year. A number of your Elders in leadership will be in attendance as The Fellowship of Presbyterians convenes their covenanting conference in Orlando this January 2012, following their inaugural gathering which I attended in Minneapolis last August 2011.
Prayer of the faithful continues to be critical along this journey. I pray we continue and proceed with the same mindset as Caleb’s. Let us go up and take the land the Lord our God is giving us! And also, like Gideon before us, let us go in the strength we have and be witnesses sent by the Lord, Who is our salvation! As we contend with the challenges before us, may we experience God’s success and presence with us in the Lord, our mighty warrior. Let the leaders’ journeying continue and let the New Year begin!
In the Mighty Presence and Spirit of the Lord our King,
Rex Espiritu
The Most Wonderful Time
•December 28, 2011 • Leave a CommentWednesday, December 14, 2011
It’s the most wonderful time of the year. Or so the song lyrics of the same title go. However, though, in the fullness of time, I wonder if that is indeed true of some others’ experience of this season. Is it really all the time all that wonderful for all?
I had a conversation recently with a friend whose family has had many experiences of grief and loss over the years. In sharing with each other about some of our common, similarly emotional moments of remembering loved ones who have passed on to eternity, they made mention of sometimes having mixed feelings about holiday, anniversary and/or birthday celebrations.
There seems to be for some a bittersweet sense of joy and manifest pain of loss present at the same time that characterizes such celebrated life events. Questions unanswered, even such unspoken thoughts rise to the surface of our conscious being. Where might we be now, if not for…? What might this Christmastime be or have been like if they were still here with us today?
One person offered that, in their experience, not necessarily the first, but the second or third subsequent holidays, birthdays or anniversaries become particularly difficult over time. And yet, life truly does and has to go on, doesn’t it? There is, as the hymn that ascribes of God’s steadfast loving-kindness goes, strength for today and bright hope for tomorrow. Because of the Lord’s great compassion we are not consumed. We, above it all, experience mercies renewing every morning. Lamentations 3:22-23 tells us of God’s great faithfulness unto us amidst the challenges in and through which the Lord identifies with us.
One colleague in ministry says that during times when we may find ourselves at a low point emotionally or otherwise, s/he finds it helpful to give oneself to and for others. Whether it is unto those in need or not, the act of giving in the service of others for their greater blessing actually lifts up our own spirits for our betterment as well.
In and through the wonder of it all, we experience God’s grace for us and for our loved ones both living and also on the other side of eternity. In this case, I do resonate with certain themes in the romanticism of the tune.
It is the most wonderful time of year. It is a time of year filled to the full with wonder and awe at the God of wonders who came to be born to us in awfully humble surroundings. That is certainly worth celebrating most wonderfully, even throughout the whole year.
May this holiday season be for you and yours entirely filled with joyfully fulfilling holy days of yuletide reverence to the glory of the Holy One of Bethlehem. Blessings at Christmas for the New Year to come!
In the Spirit of the King,
Rex Espiritu


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